Sunday, April 10, 2011

Baichaini


aaj phir waise hi subah hue, main utha aur chal diya ek anjaane safar par. raaste mein log mile mujhe, koi edhar ja rha tha koi udhar ja rha tha, phir samne ek rail-gaadi ka station dikhai diya, main bhi bina soche samjhe udhar chal diya. Rail aayi chuk chuk aur kuch log utare and kuch bitar chad gye, aur rail bhi chali gyi. main wahi khamosh baitha aur sab dekh rha tha, aisa nhi ke main es baat se anjaan hu ke wahan kya ho rha hai aur kyon ho rha hai, lekin aaj main kuch samay ke liye aapni dhadkan ko rok liya tha. dekhna chahta tha ke aaj se 12 saal pehle raman tu kya tha, aur ab kya kar rha hai. kahin to bhi es dod main to nhi phas gya jiski girf main aaj sara hindustaan hai. phir ek pal sochne ke baad apne aap ko mehfooz pata hun aur dekhta hun ke koi tujhe kheench rha hai, lekin koi rok bhi rha hai, ajeeb si baichaini chhayi hue hai, shayad koi bhi mujhe dekhe to pagal se kam nhi keh sakta. maine es zindgi main kya paaya hai aur kya khoya hai. kuch rishte aise bhi bna liye hai ke jinki mujhe aapni jaan se bhi jyada parwah ho gyi hai, kuch aise bhi hai jo mujhe chhod kar chale gye hai. lekin aapne aap to etna majboor kabhi na paya tha. bas yahi sochta rha tha "raman tu kya hai, kon hai, kyon uljha hai aanjaan raho main, ghar se etni door, kon si cheez tujhe yahan kheench laayi, kya main jo kar rha hu wo sahi hai".....yun hi sochte sochte phir main wapis aapne kamre ki taraf chal padta hun.

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